I Always Forget.

I always forgot
and i don’t know why
That it’s so much easier
to believe the lie.

i always forget
that i care to much
about those who
in my heart
they ‘ve touched.

you’d think i wouldn’t be so dumb
trust, your not the only one.
yet here i am hurting
wiping the tears off my face.
wondering why i care so much in the first place.

I wasnt trying to fight
already did what was right.
just like i always do.
But this time i thought
well if you miss em
fight for yourself boo.

but

i always forget
that i care to much
about those who
in my heart
they ‘ve touched.

those few i truly call friend
that i stupidly open my heart for
to just walk right in.
That I’m so hurt is all on me.
i sound have let things go
just let them be.

life isn’t as simple as blck And white
sometimes it doesn’t pay to fight.
even if you have truth on your side.
people live their hard lives. it’s easier to just stand back.
it’s not that people don’t care too.
they just don’t care as deeply as i do.
maybe one day
I’ll remember that.
maybe one day
I’ll remember that

but odds are good
that I’ll care more than i should
get hurt once again
n wonder why i even have people
that i call friends.

becsuse well. ..

what is life?
if i don’t try?
even if it means
that once again

I’ll cry.

I always forgot
and i don’t know why
That it’s so much easier

to not try.

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