I want to be taken
I want to be consumed
I want the passion to fill the room.
I want to matter.
I want to be me.
I want you to want all of me.
I want a voice
I want a choice
I want my thoughts to mean something
To you, not just me.
I’m not just a body
I’m not just your toy
I’m not anything anymore
I’m just not even here.
I need passion
I need joy
I need you to see all of me.
Fill this emptiness inside.
I need to not feel lonely
I need a reason to write
I need to a reason to continue to fight this illness that’s killing me from the inside.
In return I will bend over backwards to please you.
Give you all that you need.
Give you all that you ask


If it’s in my power to heed.