I lost my second oldest friend today
She said she couldnt believe what I had to say.
She can’t believe that I am dying
She said I just am not trying.
I am sick ,
due to being depressed
She’s in pain, but can still get dressed.
How dare I not do less?
My eyes are sunken
Im tired to the core
Screaming for hours
Until I cant no more.
Ive tried to tell her
But she refuses to see
That even the doctors
Are afraid for me.
21 years of being my friend
And now she leaves me
Because she cannot accept
That I’m nearing the end.