I lost my second oldest friend today
She said she couldnt believe what I had to say.
She can’t believe that I am dying
She said I just am not trying.
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I am sick ,
due to being depressed
She’s in pain, but can still get dressed.
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How dare I not do less?
My eyes are sunken
Im tired to the core
Screaming for hours
Until I cant no more.
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Ive tried to tell her
But she refuses to see
That even the doctors
Are afraid for me.
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21 years of being my friend
And now she leaves me
Because she cannot accept
That I’m nearing the end.

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