I am blue

because this is what

I’ve been trying to do.

I’ve been wrighting articles

to make some cash

Because after bills

there is non of that.

But I havn’t heard anything back

I’ve been trying to sell

my antique stuff

Because I can no longer


Trying to dust.

I had to split my book

into two

so I’ve been reformatting

and it’s all so new.

Here is the one

that is the worst

I used to be someone

and now I am trying to prove

all that I had done.

Writing letters

to strangers  all day long

asking for help

so when I am gone

My girls

will know that I wasn’t just

a brain damaged

heart and body broke


So I am blue


I just don’t know

what to do

to make it all come true.