Why didn’t anyone believe me
I tried everything
It took 11years to discover I needed the cdc.
Now will they help me before its to late
I always knew I was born for something great.
Hopefully its to help others escape my fate.
What doctors take it all in?
Reach for unknown territories
To take a new spin.
No office I have ever been in.
The last time I got on my knees
And begged pretty please
All I got was “you need a shrink, not me”
‘But here look! Physical proof!’
“That is impossible”
He stated quite aloof.
It is killing me
Can’t you see?
Stop wondering why you can’t figure me out
And the diagnoises keep changing about.
I’m getting so tired
I can’t even think.
And the pain is now so bad Ive started to drink.
March of this year
With thundering cheers
Obama qouted Albert.
Insanity is doing it over & over
Looking for another result
Say that! To those that hurt.
Amongst tons of jeers
From those I dearly love
I have tried and failed
To break the spell
In images, in prove withheld.
But finally persanal justice I’ve gained
Amongst, the blood, tears & pain
All it took was a camera phone
To pick up the truth I have known
Do I even still have it in me?
To continue to fight?
I pray I do with all my might.
I’ve lost my sight
For days in one eye
My hair gone for months no lie
That really made me cry
Nails fell off in bleeding pools
Whispering that the doctors are all such fools.
Sores all over
People stop and stare
Yes I care!
Can’t be hot or cold
And it all gets old
When I hear
“That’s a druggie right there”
Pooing is a special treat
I won’t even mention my brain or heart
Better to not even start
Beliving I’m coming apart.
I will tell you what has done me in
Mans alternitive to the asbestos sin.
Their 180 rats can not be wrong
If people get hurt the fibers don’t stay long!
Well yes workers bring them home
But the threat to the family naw, old song.
What? Fiberglass in your skin?
Try to find out more about it
Resources are thin!
( a secret I realized after 11years?
Universities have those special hidden links
To share among their peers)
Finally armed with truth and ammo
Sleep takes ahold again.
My family? Well their sick now too
My eldest hasn’t even been home
In over a year or two.
A special warning
I now do impart
Don’t be like me
And get a head start.
New carpet, carliners
Insallation too, brakepads
Ac pads the liners too.
When fresh its unsettled
And you breathe it right in
And that rash or little sore on your skin?
Its another way in.
They sparkle in dark when light hits just right
And heat, electronics? Fiberglass delight.
Many kinds and flavors
Just look at your rake
Did your skin burn when you grabbed it?
Its not to late.
Get to your sink and in circular motion
Wash ur hand in normal temp rate.
Throw away the towel
Never use it again
They are just waiting there
Ready to go back in.
I tell you all this to please take head.
For I truly think
It may be to late for me.
Luna is waning
Hoping for a way
To shine bright again.
Ten minutes in the heat.
My head the next day.
Forearm 1st day
Than 3rd day
Nothing to help the pain go away.
Smaller ones one hour in my van
CAN YOU NOW MAYBE UNDERSTAND?
its my whole body. every single inch
they spring out like someone used a wench.
All because someone hit me driving my brandnew car.
No miles on it but 2 and I didn’t get all that far.
Its taken weeks but this poem is finally finished
Getting online long, makes me to diminished.
Love to all
I miss your bright lights
Your poetry helped me continue
Till thiss very night.